1.3.09

Of A City

Stoic woman in furs,
snow white, standing
on the corner of Seventh
waiting for the light to change.

Black skinned woman in
the Heights, huddled by
warm oven because of broken
heater, unfixed out of neglect.

They connect, these two,
in a strange way that seems
to connect us all
in this vast expanse of land--
United States of America--
supposed melting pot

That seems unstirred.
Connections in profound
disconnect. And yet connections:
two notes, discordant in
a larger musical piece,
but two notes a part of the same
city

Living together in time that
seems draped with a grey cloth,
not an extended winter but
an indefinite malaise, usual
obligations lost to survival,
survival of more than just people
but of a city.

Woman in furs lives well,
in immaculate loft blocks from
the Guggenheim, celebrating
life every day because she can:
untouched by the downturn,
unfettered, regardless of the
slowing cog of the city.

She stands on the corner
waiting for the light to change
to get to a Broadway play,
Kaufman's new production,
bridging Time, that speaks
on the significance of waltz
variations by one of the one
greatest masters of music.

It's a connection to the
non-mechanical of the city,
the whimsy of erased voices,
of artists struggling,
actions taking on
greater depth than initially thought.

African woman in the Heights
struggling, unlike woman in furs,
because she lacks a well of money,
because she is a transplant to this country,
four years ago to escape
crimson rivers of her land
at the promise of a Dream.

But now that Dream seems faded,
speaking fluent English she has
a job that barely allows her to get by,
collecting every penny and dime in
mason jars on the windowsill in hope
of being able to get lights
for another month,
in hope of having a bit of comfort
just a little while longer.

Abused by a landlord consumed with
the buck, she huddles in front
of the stove but does not weep or
have blood boil because,
now warmed by the oven turned up to 450,
she thinks of where she came from:
in slums that make this look like
a paradise, of seeing her mutilated
cousin's body in the street.
It is the escape of unparalleled sadness
to a land where it is more tolerable,
emotions having greater depth than
initially thought.

And so they are connected
in another way:
discordant in the lives that live, but
living more complexly
than initially seen.

Unfettered by downturn, marked in
snow white excess, and yet
walking in the cold to support
the whimsy of a city that could
so easily become mechanical.

And the refugee in neglected room,
sparsely furnished, but still hopeful,
because of a past not easily read
on the lines of her face,
staring at the glinting mason jars,
looking for something more.

And so as Megastore closes,
and transit rates skyrocket,
and so many people are pushed
to a point where their bodies
seem too much to inhabit:
an atrophy of the soul--

we have two people, discordant because
of positionality, yet reflective of
two extremes of a city.
The person who will never have to struggle,
and the one who struggles because they
made a promise to always
strive for something more,
reminding us that that the malaise
of a city dominates
but does not consume.



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